Bloodsoaked - Self Mutilation

Self Mutilation

Mutilate yourself
Sensory stimulation
Production of endorphins
Reduce dysphoria

Destruction of tissue
Cutting the skin
Pulling out hair
Amputation

Breaking bones, scratching
Damage genitals, gouging eyes

Self mutilation, revel in bloodshed
Self mutilation, suffocate the hate
Self mutilation, love the pain
Self mutilation, depression arise

Obsessive compulsive
Parasuicidal behavior
Self medication
Realief is temporary

Lack self control
Addictive like nature
Sense of power
I can't stop

Self mutilation, revel in bloodshed
Self mutilation, suffocate the hate
Self mutilation, love the pain
Self mutilation, depression arise


The feast begins
Peel off your skin
Taste the sins of your soul
Mental anguish erupts
Mutilation of worthlessness
The hate for yourself so vile

Self mutilation, revel in bloodshed
Self mutilation, suffocate the hate
Self mutilation, love the pain
Self mutilation, depression arise

Dark secret
Shame and guilt
Feel inadequate
Revel the pain

Wounds infected
Permanent scarring
Blood flows
Followed by tears

Razors, knives
Scissors, needles
Broken glass
Whatever I find

Feeling alive
Dead inside
Lost control
I need help...